我‧艾小薇

                    流逝於生命的盡頭是什麼?


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最近新聞看到很多自殺事件

讓我覺得生命裡到底是流逝了什麼，才有可怕的決心自殺？

時常，我不如意之時，也常有這樣「乾脆死一死」的念頭，但我知道還沒將我生命裡重要的物件流逝掉，所以也只是自甘墮落的想想而已。

所以，人生裡到底流逝了甚麼，才會讓最初成長時的理想或夢想漸漸消耗殆盡，然後親手結束自己。

想想，真得很不可思議，不是嗎?

聽聽艾拉妮絲的歌，看看歌詞。也許，人生沒那麼糟，不是嗎?

That i would be good

That I would be good even if I did nothing
That I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
That I would be good if I got and stayed sick
That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds
That I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
That I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
That I would be great if I was no longer queen
That I would be grand if I was not all knowing
That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy
That I would be good even if I lost sanity
That I would be good
Whether with or without you


中文翻譯:

我會好好的 就算飽受噓聲 我會好好的 就算疾病纏身
我會好好的 就算重了十磅 我會好好的 就算 身無分文
我會好好的 就算青春不再 我會好好的 就算不再受注目
我會很好的 就算並非全知 我會很好的 就算心已痲麻木
我還會有人愛 就算被世界擊倒 我會好好的 就算滿懷怒意
我還會有人愛 就算害怕寂寞 我會好好的 就算失去了理智
我會好好的 我會好好的 無論有你無沒你


**這篇是從主格『噓~別說話』引用過來的，圖和文的作者是我的妹妹胖小吉。這是她最近非常愛聽的一首曲子，之前孫燕姿姿也有翻唱過。**